29.8.05

tssss...

im really starting to think that college isnt that fun after all...i mean, before i think tas really cool but no i think its really boring...if college life is a bread, its really stale...i dunno, its just how it feels to me...maybe im just missing my friends and stuff...haaayyy...buhay...i practically have nothing...no new stuff, no extra something i dont even have someone who makes me feek all ticklish inside...i practically have no life...tsss...college sucks...or dont suck...i dunno...wutevah! im outta here...baboosh!!!

5.8.05

ha-ha

la lng...been doing nothing lately...i spent much of my time reading a book called angels&demons...twas really nice...other than reading, ive done pretty much nothing...hehehei think im losing weight...i dunno if im imagining it or sumthing but my freakin swim shorts fitted perfectly to me...it wasnt tight or anything...i dunno...change topic, i sumtyms feel he's lookin right at me...like hen im sittin on my chair listening to the prof and he's like on the other side of the room, i can see him lookin at me at the corner of my eye...maybe im just imagining things again, i dont wanna repeat what happened in highschool, twas so embarrassing...anywayz, prelims is coming up and i really got to make up for my lower than low grades in physics...i dunno why physics suddenlybecome so hard...it was really easy back in highschool, you know, like chicken shit...i feel really crappy...why isnt the right person coming to my life yet?! i know he'll come someday but why is it taking him so damn long...its not like im in a hurry or anything coz im not...im really scared of guyz..but hey, i just want to experience the feeling of having somebody......maybe when he dreams he'll dream of me na nga lng...i can endure long waits...hehehe.ta-ta!