25.1.06

im sick...i hate it...

i hate this feeling..just when i thought i could really like this someone,,,waaahhh!!!! im so fuckin torn!!! its just that he has that certain something that really mkes me so freakinly into him and i really dont understand why im feeling the way im feeling, i mean we're not even that close and i dont even know him that well but why do i think my heart broke when i found out about him and her?! waaaahhhh!!! i feel like all the bad shit in this insane world is happenin to me!!! i have such bad luck!!!