25.3.06

ayoko ng ganito...

ano ba?!!! wut the heck is wrong wit me?! naiinis nq...sobrang frustrating...bakit ba xe to nangyayari saken?! ayoko to ma-feel...ampangit...nanghihina aq...naiiyak aq di ko lam kung bakit...grabe...asa pa ko no....sobrang linaw eh..di aq non gusto...sobrang linaw...crystal clear...ganon lng un xe humahanap lng ng contact...malamang sa malamang he's a guy and he's not doing that coz he likes me...kase nman noh...bakit ganito..yoko ng ganito eh....lage nlng tong nangyayare saken...im so fuckin frustrated!!! everytime i look at him nagugulo mundo q...grabe...nakakaines xe he's the one person i ultimately want but cant have...grabe...ayoko na...yoko magsabe khit knno...ibang level na ata toh...we're friends...and i know that's all we'll ever be...

20.3.06

adeek na ko...


haaay...people are all the same, and we only get judged by what we do, personality reflects name, and if im ugly then so are you...so are you...haaayyy...am feelin so damn ugly today...i think i failed a test i prepared for like a whole night...i didnt even get to sleep...kakabadtrip...basta...adeek na yata ko...i cant stop thinking bout him xe eh...nkakaines xe muka nman siyang engot...but why the heck do i like him?!!!! waaah!!! nkka-urat!!!! sana pumasa ko sa computer...pati sa physics...pati sa calculus...haaayyy...hirap mag-aral...lookin forward to summah...sana payagan aq sa swimming...la lng...yoko na mag-isip...naloloka na q....

i think nagiging sobrang adeek na geeky na ewan na hindi ko maintindihan...ang gulo ng life ko!!!! bakit ka kse ganyan?! layuan mo na nga ko!!!! kinikilig ako eh...kaw kase eh...kung di ka ganon in the first place hindi ako magkakaganito...ang gulo gulo mo!!!! bahala ka sa buhay mo!!! ayoko na...hahaha...para kong baliw...hahah ü

12.3.06

one more time...*wink*

grabe...mukang napupunta na q don...ayoko...im scared...am not the type who blurts out what i feel...yoko tlga...xa kaya?! pareho kaya kme?! sana...grabe...grabe tlga...so totally unexpected...sobrang unlikely den...nahihiya aq sa mga tao...mainaarte xe q eh....haaay buhay...sana lang pareho kme...pero lam ko hindi xe sa tingin q am not the type of girl he likes...pero ayos lng un...bsta fwends kme...pwede na un...nilalamig tlga ko pag dumidikit sya...pag malapet xa...lalo na paghinahawakan nia ko...grabe...tpos un...sana mawala nlang to...yoko tlga...basta...bahala n...

7.3.06

labo!

i cant possibly fall for him...hindi pwede...yoko ma-fall sa isang tao na lam ko nman na la na nmang patutunguhan...i dont want to fall for a guy ho doesnt feel the same way about me...or does he?! waaahhh...ano ba to! this 'thing' has been bugging me for like days already...ayoko nmang sabihen xe ayoko mapahiya...ano ba to...yoko na...sana lng if he likes me den sabihin na niya sa naguguluhan ako...waaaahhhhh...bakit ako maguguluhan eh la nman xa gngwa para maguluhan ako dba?! fwends lang nman tlga kme diba?! diba?!!! diba?!!!!!!!! ampf!!!!!!! eh bakit mo hnhwakan ako?! wag nia nga ko hawakan! nilalamig aq!!!!! wwaaaahhhh!!!! yoko na!!!! mag-aaral na lng aq!!!!ü

3.3.06

naku nman...

i think im starting to really like him...waaahhhh...i think about him every freakin time...i dreamt about us having a baby boy...waaahhhh...i really dont like what im feelin...its scaring me coz i really dont want to fall for anyone right now...specially for someone i never thought i would like from the very start...wahahahaha...im goin nuts...