30.10.06

haha

Sa Langit
Moonstar88

Paano kaya mapapansin
Pag-ibig kong itong laging bitin
panay sulyap, puro tingindi na talaga lilingunin
lagi na lang nasasaktan
puso kong itong nagdurusa
laging pinipilit pag-ibig ko sa yo ay dinggin

Hihintayin na lang kita sa langit,
hihintayin nalang kita sa langit

Marahil doon ay puro pag-ibig
Siguro naman ako ay pansin
pagbibigyan sa aking mga hiling

paano kaya mararamdan
pag-ibig mong aking dasal
marahil nga doon na lang sa langit

Hihintayin nalang kita sa Langit,
hihintayin nalang kita sa Langit

Palagi na lang kitang nakikita tila ba
isang madilim na ulap
walang kasinag-sinag para sa aking pag-asa

Hihintayin nalang kita sa langit
Ako ay may kaba
ako ay nag-alala
kung tayo ba ay magkikita sa langit
doon sa langit
sana sa langit,
sana sa langit
ang tanging pag-asa ko na lang ay langit

numb?

haayy...i really dunno what im feeling right now...it seems that im not feeling anything at all...silly isnt it? but that's what i feel...nothing...blanko...i dont understand it myself either..there are moments when im feeling all sorts of stuff and then there's moments like these, moments when im feeling completely nothing. zero. null. maybe i've become numb. numb from everything. sometimes i like being numb coz then i wont be feeling all the 'painful' stuffs im experiencing right now...god, i hate failing my subjects!!!!!!!!! waaaahhhhh....

26.10.06

pissed.

i dunno why but im really pissed. i dont think there's a reason. i just am. pissed. tired. jittery (if there's such a word). excited. helpless. torn. haay. i cant explain why on some days im completely feeling nothing and on some other days i feel everything. is that like, a sign that im going crazy? maybe i should stop studying...coz i think its making me go nuts...(donuts..corny!)...kidding...i like studying. even if at times, i mean, at most times studying doesnt like me...haay...wish i could...never mind...

9.10.06

i mean, really...

if someone incessantly refuse to tell the url of his/her blog, isnt it understood that he/she doesnt want to let anyone read it? i know a blog is like, open for everyone in the net to read, but if you dont tell anyone you're close to where it is, then the only ones who could read it are like, the people you dont know, right? yeah, if someone doesnt want to let anyone read his/her blog, then he/she should just keep a private journal or something, but that's really not the point. wala lng. im just a little pissed. just when you finally have something that is all yours, or at least something you thought is yours, someone butts in and ruin everything for you. im not making sense. its really no big but it kinda is a big thing. aiun.

8.10.06

of chris tiu


"im so totally addicted to chris tiu...i just cant get enough of him...i started crushing on him way back in high school...god, he's so cute...he's the epitome of perfection...perfection personified...haha...i think im going nuts...haha...he's soo good in basketball, he wasnt that good before...haaay...wish i could have my picture taken with him...haha...KUDOS to CHRIS TIU"
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when i was still in high school thinking of the universities i wanted to get in, the only schools that pop into my mind was the university of the philippines, la salle and ateneo de manila university...i didnt passed upcat(that stands for university of the philippines college admission test).i passed the entrance exam in la salle but we dont have the money to go to school there. i wasnt able to take the admu entrance exam but even if took the test and passed, my parents, even if they want me to go, wont be able to pay for the 'sky high' tuition fee there. so, i ended up going to the university of santo tomas. and i dont have any regrets. i love ust. love the people i met. love the things i learned and the things im still going to learn. but sometimes i just cant help but think, what if i went to la salle? or ateneo? or up? would i be any different? would i worry bout my grades too much (probably, mahiya nmn aq sa mom and dad q dba..haha)? haaaay...wala lng...i was just wondering...aiun...cheers to UST!

5.10.06

girl next door - saving jane

just like the song..cant really relate to it though...i aint got a boyfriend..haha..bitter?


Girl Next Door - Saving Jane

Small town homecoming queen
Shes the star in this scene
Theres no way to deny shes lovley
Perfect skin perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside shes ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleepin on the floor
Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door

Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutaunt
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleepin on the floor
Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh I'm just the girl next door

I don't know why I'm feelin sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishin that I was someone else

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands
I get A little bit she gets a little more
Shes Miss America ... she's Miss America
I'm just the girl next door...

2.10.06

this one's really nice :)

*got this from a friends' multiply account...


To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."

To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."

To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her.

To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.

To every guy who has given her flowers just because.

To every guy that said he would die for her.

To every guy that really would.

To every guy that did what she wanted to do.

To every guy that cried in front of her.

To every guy that she cried in front of.

To every guy that holds hands with her.

To every guy that kisses her with meaning.

To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.

To every guy that would give his seat up.

To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

To every guy who told his secrets to her.

To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.

To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

To every guy that believed in her dreams.

To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.

To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

To every guy that walked her to her car.

To every guy that wasn't just trying to get laid.

To every guy that gave his heart

To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.

This is one bulletin for you...

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore... And because of this, there are not many left out there...