20.4.08

broken spirit.

empty heart.

disappointment.

nothing left to juggle.

tears flow.

out of air.

one mistake.

no second chance.

hope?

nowhere to be found.

world crashed down.


a spirit just died.

11.4.08

what is it that you...never mind.

i feel so grateful that *you* are one of my very close friends. i feel so lucky that i can count on you whenever i feel sad or whatever. you're so dependable and funny and nice and everything that sometimes i feel that this certain "grateful" feeling i have is actually more than what it really is. i hope it isn't, i really do. coz i don't think it's right to fall for you, you being one of my closest friends and all.

phhhwwwwssssshhhhh....

7.4.08

i can see right through you. maybe not always, but i did that day. just when you thought i had no clue. you and your predictable ways. you think i didn't notice? im not stupid, you know.


but i kinda wish that i'd just be stupid so i wouldn't notice and it wouldn't hurt as much as when i realized that up to this day, it's still "that one" you're thinking of. always have and probably always will.


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5.4.08

nakakainis ka. mashado kang close. layo ka onti. mashado mo dinidikitan. di na nakakatuwa. naiinis ako. bakit kaya? waah. nalololoka na ko. i like na ata. damn!

3.4.08

keep it comin y'all!!!