ok, i take what i said - all of it, back. im not over you. nothing bad you say will ever make me forget you,,at the moment. shit, i miss you.

just heard this song from a former classmate. its a damn nice song. *sigh*


almost lover - a fine frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

---

nga ba?!

gotta keep that in mind. yea. don't want to forget how you ... :D i loved it. :D

unbelievable. its already past 2am and the neighbor's still playing the piano. it's not that im complaining, coz im not. its just that...is it really the neighbor or is it someone else. someone, you know...lols. anyways, the playing was really good. music.

btw, my room smells like a stink bomb was thrown in it. all thanks to my cousin. grr.

uhm. ene reaction paper. ene really suck. haaay. i want a mich dulce hat. really.

two words - just like that, im over you. really over you.

hindi na umiiyak. hindi na yamot. hindi na asar. pero antok parin at hindi pa nag-aaral.

just so we're clear. just because i had two brain nuggets in a row doesn't mean that its the same person. la lang. just clearing things up. hehe :D

hahahaha! adeek ako kanina. i saw him walk past the door and i flipped! i kept on looking at the door, waiting for him to pass by. now how whacked was that? its not that i like him like him, coz i don't. i just think he's,,uhm...cute. for me at least, coz he's not. xP

*brain nugget*

what's up with you lately? you seem so nice...to me. or is it just me who's thinking that?. err.

woohoo! im done with telephony! finally!!!!! finally, i can study. nyork :|

*brain nugget*

i didn't even get to ... never mind.

this telephony thang sure is killing me. i wouldn't have mind if it was his smile and his quirky laugh that would kill me, but no, it has to be stupid telephony. i wonder, where will i ever use the knowledge (if ever i acquired any) in the outside world? hmmm,,,,....

ive chosen the wrong node. err. now, i have a barangay whose household population is 13K+! talk about stress, huh. oh well, that is by far the highest population i have.

(nosebleed much? lol)

watched the opening of the Beijing Olympics. twas helluva performance by the chinese people! i don't know why, but for some reason my throat tightened and i got a teary-eyed. maybe because i appreciate what they've done too much. it's really amazing. really.

gotta go-s! i still have some lots of telephony-ing to do.

fail hard and make them wonder why you're still smiling.

25 minutes til 3am.

tick-tock-tick-tock

my eyes are falling, tiny brain is failing, im still here waiting while my stupid tongue keeps rhyming.

we're going to bed real soon.

i hope.

takteng telephony! ansaket na ng mata ko sobra! pati ulo ko sobrang saket na!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you're so addicting.

ampogi ni luwem, pucha! haha! kung si kuya a and ate b nagkatuluyan, kame pa kaya. haha! we're both 20 na! haha! bagay na! hehe!

tssss.

whuddamaysayin?!

asar! *blush*

chick survey

1.How many boys have you cried over?

--* uhm, wala. kidding, 1. way back in high school. stupid me.

2.Does chocolate really make you feel

better on your period?

--* nah-uh. i always feel crappy whenever i have my period, with or without chox. but id rather have chox while im feeling crappy than no chox and still be crappy (? labo ?)

3.Who ended your last relationship?

You, or your ex-partner?

--* uhm...what relationship? what is a relationship anyway?

4.Have you ever been in love?

--* lol. if thinking of someone all the time and smiling just at the thought of him is being in love, then yes.

5.Have you ever liked somebody and

never told them?

--* i've never told anyone i've ever liked that i liked him. im too chicken to do that.

6.Honestly, do you like anybody?

--* yea, so so badly.

7.Flowers or chocolates

--* chocolates. or both xP

8.With your boyfriend, a romantic night

in or wild night out?

--* what boyfriend? what's a boyfriend? romantic? wild? wuddaheck are you talking bout? lol

9.Kisses or hugs?

--* kisses AND hugs.

10.Be called pretty or beautiful?

--* i dunno. pretty? beautiful? uhm, beautiful na lang.

11.How many guys have met your parents?

--* most of my guys friends.

12. Since your 1st boyfriend, what is

the longest you have been single?

--* WHAT BOYFRIEND?!!!!! i've been single ever since the day i was born. what are you grinning at, huh?!!

13. Have you been heartbroken?

--* by what means? this question is so not clear. i could have my heart broken in thousands of ways.

14. Are you friends with any of your

exes?

--* what the fuck?! exes? are those dogs or any kind of animals?

15. How many REAL relationships have

you been in?

--* this survey's driving me nuts. all those strange words, i've never even heard the word boyfriend my entire life.

16. Would you kiss the last person you

kissed again?

--* i never kissed the last person who kissed me. twas done without my consent, i wasn't even really awake when he did it. that bastard! so no, i'd never ever kiss that guy.

17. Do certain songs make you cry?

--* yea, at certain times.

18. Do you get along better with your

dad or mom?

--* both.

19. Who was the last person you hugged?

--* my mom.

20. Do you wish you could see somebody

right this second?

--* hell yea.

21. Have you met a boyfriend online?

--* what?! no. that's creepy. at least for me.

22. Do you think guys will open this

because it says chick survey?

--* dunno. if they come across this blog, they're bound to read it. if it's something of interest to them.

gabi gabi na lang iniistorbo ang ulog ko. pwede ba, wag ka na dadalaw sa dreams ko?! asar. xP

just finished watching suicide club. twas a really really as in really weird movie. gory. morbid. i got my fingers( yea, just 3 of it) over my eyes during the part of the mom and the girl. watch it. it's good, if you like the morbid kind of movies.

oo nga pala. napaka-assuming ko talaga. fuck. oh well.

magaaral. dapat. instead. nagbblog. tamad.

miss you! :D (who?! that's for me to know and for y'all to never find out! lol)