18.4.09

quote.

We all spend so much time not saying what we want, because we know we can’t have it. And because it sounds ungracious, or ungrateful, or disloyal, or childish, or banal. Or because we’re so desperate to pretend that things are OK, really, that confessing to ourselves they’re not looks like a bad move. Go on, say what you want. … Whatever it is, say it to yourself. The truth will set you free. Either that or it’ll get you a punch in the nose. Surviving in whatever life you’re living means lying, and lying corrodes the soul, so take a break from the lies for just one minute.

— Nick Hornby, A Long Way Down

i've wanted a nick hornby book for the longest time. but i never get to buy one because there's always something i want more than it. maybe this summer i'll buy "splat". yea, maybe i will. or maybe not. whatevs. i don't understand me sometimes. that's good sometimes, right? hehe.

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