could that be more pathetic?!

"ugh!" was that all i could say?! that with a confused-eyebrow-raised-trying-to-look-cool expression painted all over my face. i'm so annoyed with myself right now. i could've said something brilliant to like, i dunno, start a conversation maybe? i'm so bummed. he probably thinks i'm weird or something.

crap. i sound like a high school girl. tsss...