easily one of the best Christmas ever!!!


i am one of those melodramatic fools
neurotic to the bone no doubt about it.


i now know where i got my "em0" from. my dad. my mom. my brother. damn.

yea, i guess we're an emo family. haha.


texted my brother something i'd never thought i'd tell him. i typed then pressed send and i didn't think, i didn't think i needed to, coz if it was me, i want someone to do the same thing for me. i got really emotastic but i didn't care. i don't ever want him to feel that way again so if i have to text him emo shit everyday, i fucking would. no one deserves that feeling. no one.
everyone expects too much from me. that's just unfair. really unfair. stop. please.
i get where my brother's emotion comes from. the feeling of not being able to do anything right, the feeling of being always blamed, i get that. but that's just a feeling, that's just his feeling coz no one blames him. sometimes the way he act his feelings out are just wrong. i wish i could tell him to stop thinking that we blame him for things coz we don't, and sometimes i wish he'd just admit that he's plain wrong and stop feeling sorry for himself coz he really shouldn't. if anyone should feel like a loser in this house, it's definitely not him. not me either. no one actually.

my brother's such an emo. maybe i should give him a journal, i don't think he vents out his anger or any feelings he has thats why it appears on situations that it shouldn't be in. i wish he's ok.

anyhoo, today was fun.



how can you see me and still love me?

-love story



wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are.

-kurt cobain

i'll keep this in mind.
love is a verb more than it is a noun. just saying.


Real Love can last forever precisely because it’s a decision.

-bo sanchez


scratch that last post. i always write the meanest and stupidest thing evar. but that's better than saying it out loud.

hmmm. but i still can't wait to get out of here.


lots of experience. lots of you telling me how stupid i am. so yea, you get what you give. i. really. can't. wait. to. get. the. fuck. out. of. here.
blogger, installing a new template can be such a pain. see, this is why i love tumblr.


maybe this just isn't the layout for me. try again tomorrow. uhm, i mean later. it's almost 3am. haha.
ugh!!! stupid widget spacing!!!!!!!!!


testing. . . .

testingtesting testingtest testing testing. quote ito kowt oto mahabang quote mahabang quote. ayon quotes.
ugh! what's up with this new template! i can't figure out how to fix it. i've tweaked and tweaked to no avail. ugh!!!!!!


why do guys think that girls are so in love with them? arrogant much?

la lang. PBB hangover. haha!
time for a new template.
dear blogger,

i feel like i'm cheating on you with my tumblr. i'm sorry. it's just that tumblr's way easier and more fun to use. you know i tried to resist it, i've tried to for so long but i just couldn't. don't worry, you know i'll always come back to you, i always do, right?


haha. err.
vaio's touchpad: FAIL. err. i hate it. it's so hard to control, or maybe it's just me. love the keyboard, though.

scratch that. you need to use the function key for home and end, so nah. typing-wise, it's good. :D


if it keeps you around then i'm down.