ok. now that's not fair.


a year older, and definitely, a year wiser. thank you to everyone i've met these past 2215 years. and thank You, the one whom i owe my life. :D
thanks mom! i super kaduper to the nth power love it!!!!!!!!! happy birthday to me, indeed! :D




it's 11.57pm but still, i gotta do what i have to do. it's HIPHOP ABS time, oh yea.

ps: i missed 11:11. oh well, i was able to wish on the first star i saw earlier this evening so all's well :D
wow. rest at last. i thought my head was going to explode from to much "academic" readings. of course that's not without a novel side dish. so far i've read five novels and currently reading a new one. boy, do i luurve to read. anyhoo, BAHAHAHA! yea, just thinking about ate makes me really really lol. ok, so i had this dream and it was really weird. i was walking downstairs (we don't even have one and it was supposed to be in our house.) and at the bottom i found a picture of me and this guy from hs and beside it is a picture of me and this other guy from hs and beside that there are tons of wedding stuff. bahaha! wtf right? i mean, i didn't even had a thing with those guys! well maybe the first one thought we had hence the card. bahahaha! omg, just thinking about that dream and what that dream makes me think of really makes me lol to the max. like this afternoon, i was walking home and i had to make weird faces just to keep myself from laughing. gawd, that was such a ridiculous dream. but better that than the ones i've been having almost every night. i mean, as much as i want to die while sleeping (no pain), i don't want to die because of nightmares or what ever that's called. i don't want to die yet period.

that was weird. from being totally funny to dying. blah. ta-ta.

you have bewitched me body and soul.

-Mr. Darcy, pride and prejudice

no, i still haven't read it yet. i want to but...uhm. yea, just not yet. blegh.


There are no failures; just experiences that don't go as you planned.
i need a hug, a kiss, an exchange of words. someone to tell me everything will be ok.
why is it so hard to get over some things? damn it.

and on another note, i apologized and everything, an you're still mad/upset/maarte. bahala ka na. kung ayaw mo wag mo.
tonight will be one of those nights. thank goodness for pillows. emotastic night coming right up.
What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

Chuck Palahniuk