should really stop asking me to fix their computers. i am no good when it comes to computers. reformat, fine. other than that, i know nothing else. ugh!


went to church yesterday (but technically twas already 'the other day'. copied this from my tumblr. :D) and there was some father’s day thingy going on. for some reason i started to choke, got a huge lump in my throat, got almost caught tearing up by my mom. i miss my dad, big time. i don’t know what’s up with kids hating their dad for being in another country working their asses of to give things to them kids. i really don’t get them. the way they mess things up to be “noticed by their dads”, like they don’t get attention. i mean, why do they think their dads in another country in the first place? see my dad have worked overseas for as long as i am living, he comes home every year. if it’s tough for us families left at home, imagine how tough it must be for them to be there all by themselves. imagine how lonely they must be, at least us here got each other. i really love my dad.

i can’t thank him enough for all the things he has done for us. he doesn’t talk much, doesn’t express much of himself (except when he gets drunk, which is very rare. i remember this one time he got drunk, total hillarity.), but he never fails to make us smile. if i’ve a choice, i’d rather have him here with us. that’s why i told myself that i’ve got to find a job real soon so that my dad could quit his job and just stay here with us. i miss him so much.

daddy, i could never thank you enough. happy father’s day! and to all the dads out there, happy father’s day! :D


it's been two months and i still got no work. i'm so bored, i feel like my head's gonna explode. everything has been turned into a worthless routine lately. wake up late, eat brunch (sometimes merienda), watch tv for a few hours, surf the net for worthless stuff, watch tv, read books, sleep late, and the cycle goes on and on. it's not even fun anymore. i don't want to keep doing these shit anymore. to top everything off, i ain't got no money. no shit. zero. ugh! i hate this! i need to be employed. soon. papah chase. papah chase. papah chase!!!


i have the sniffles. boo. anyways, a while ago, i was blowing my nose. so here i was cleaning my nose, then i suddenly burst out laughing. crazy. i remember something my classmate used to do, he inserts the tissue in his nose to make him sneeze. crazy sneeze. like, haaaaaaaacccchooooooooo-sneeze. the very big, dramatic kind. right in the middle of class. it was so funny. haha. good times. good times.


moon river and me...