26.10.10

i just smelled flowers when there are no flowers around me. i dunno. maybe i'm just making something out of nothing. i mean, there are fake flowers beside me after all. meh.
I miss Nanay so much. I never knew that I'd miss someone this much. It scares the crap out of me. It really does.

8.10.10

i miss you nanay. every one else seem to have dream of you except me and kuya. it's not fair. nanay. nay. i miss you so badly. so so badly. i hope you're being taken care of wherever you are. you're now in a place where there's no more pain. ok ka na 'nay. ok ka na. i know that's what i always tell you. ok ka na 'nay. even if it's not true. now, finally, ok ka na talaga 'nay. i know He'll take good care of you. malakas ako sa Kaniya eh. 'nay, i love you so much. 'nay. i miss hugging you. i miss your kwentos. i miss everything, 'nay. everthing. i miss you.